As a heads up to people who aren't on or don't read my facebook, my grandfather is dead.  I found out earlier today. 

Dramatic vagueness is bad.  Sorry to people I worried.  Some stuff's just going on.

This was a day when everything was done.  Many things were ruined forever, and for feeling bad of this?  I am scum.
 

No  really.

While I do have them from time to time, by and large my sleeping problems have left me with few memories of my dreams.  When I do remember them, they are very often confusing flashes, or strange narratives.  And when they're nightmares, they tend to either be of the "falling forever" variety, or the horrible things happening to people around me variety.

Last night I had one that bothered me on a deep, personal level and I really can't talk about the details of.  Suffice it to say, I did not sleep all that well, and am freaked out.  I suppose I have to sleep, but...ugh.  I am not looking well on this.

[	Tags	|	food, records	]
[	Current Location	|	Boston, my apartment	]
[	mood	|	contemplative	]

I seem to do better when I'm recording what I'm eating.  So, I shall be trying to do that more regularly in an effort to keep myself honest.


Breakfast...well, brunch: scrambled eggs.  I cut up four mushrooms, ran a stick of butter over a heated pan (pam has an awful taste, but if you cut off a bit of butter to put it in you end up with too much butter...this works), and then tossed in the mushrooms.  Cooked those for a bit before throwing in my egg stuff (2 eggs, tried to do an eggwhite for one but failed) and some milk.  Add pepper and garlic powder (out of fresh).  Mmm.  I also had a piece of toast, mostly dry...ran the melty end of the butter across the untoasted bread before putting it back in the fridge (I have a stick of butter specifically for this..not like I ever use butter otherwise).
Calories: I think an egg is, what, 60 calories?  I want to say an ounce of the low-fat cheese, but let's go with two factoring in the milk (skim) and the little bit of butter.  Not sure on mushrooms, pepper and garlic powder negligable.  And the bread was 100 calories.  So...let's say about 400, 450 calories.  Decent for breakfast, to be sure, and tasty. 

So, I have a PS2, and recently I found a lot of my old PS games in NYC.  Brought 'em back with me.  Started with Gauntlet Dark Legacy, which works fine and even has some data already on my 8 meg PS2 memory card.  I popped in FFIV (from the Final Fantasy Anthology Playstation thing), and it can't see the memory card at all, can't save to it.  Naturally, I am not going to leave the system running indefinately so I can play the game, and I can't really play without saving.  Anyone have a solution to this, or know what might be wrong?

[	Tags	|	good, life, school	]
[	Current Location	|	Boston	]
[	mood	|	ecstatic	]

I wonder what's inside!

 

[	Tags	|	lost, television, theories	]
[	Current Location	|	Boston	]
[	mood	|	satisfied	]
[	music	|	Jimmy Kimmel Live	]

I liked it.  A lot wasn't stated, a lot wasn't clarified, a lot was left mysterious.  But it didn't feel like they were going to say everything, and you know what?  I'm okay with that.  Later, I may be pissed, or upset about things.  But for now?  I'm good.  What follows, and will be under cut, is what I thought of the finale.

( So, yeah, if you didnt' watch, don't kick.Collapse )

Oh yeah.  And I'm getting really ticked by a lot of the commercials they've been showing.